it's between you and me.

Monday, February 28, 2005

twenty-one.

ouch.
nothing much to say.

cry no more...

9:40:00 PM
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boo. haha..in e lib now..
definitely not gonna study today.
still nervous.
sighx..
annas beside me drawing stuffs..

where are you...?

anyhoo..today, met zeya.
took train lah.
was like stoning all the way..
he gave me my bdae present.. (:
first present this yr..
haha..didnt think he'd remember..
hoho.
sorry..but thank you...

scared scared scared........

6hrs left..

8:19:00 AM
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

i just cant help blogging and blogging..
nervous..very..very..very..

just now went ecp to eat..
then walked to the jetty..
yadayada..
then head on home..
in the car..
drowned myself with chocs..
im addicted to cadbury.
esp hazelnut.

i dun care if im eating alot of junk..
im very very nervous abt tmr..
cant help it..
:/

think i'll be up all night..
(ok..i repeated tt alot of times already)

sighx..some ppl are already wishing me gdluck and all..
so sweet..
but it also shows tt THE DAY is drawing closer..
it's tomorrow for goodness sake!
lemme see..
abt 17 more hours to go..
ahuh....

9:15:00 PM
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im scared..
serious scared..
i wont be able to sleep tonight..
really really..

:(
it's freaking me out..
i can breakdown anytime..

never knew it's gonna be this bad..
aargghh..

dunno wad the outcome wud be..
shux..
this sux seriously...

from months.to weeks.to hours.
*breathes in and out*
left with seconds.

soon..real soon.

5:03:00 PM
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just came back from sunday class.
hahx..darn sleepy.
whoops.. :x
slept at ard 230+am.
was on the phone.
hehee..

nadz gave me and naz a letter!
havent read..
but so sweet of her.. (:

took a shower.
so nice..
feel fresh..
wanna go out lahhh..
but last wk dad said this wk cannot go out.
bleargh.. *pokes eye*

oh gosh..
tomorrow...
TOMORROW...
freaking fast.

sighx...

1:50:00 PM
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

yet another reminder abt Os results on mon.
sighx..

today..woke up ard 12? haha.
was soooper tired.
wish i could like sleep more.
hahaa..but anyhoo.
victorian msg me.
ask if gg to nad's thingy.
then decided to meet up.
we were looking for cake in town.
yan saw me but i didnt see her.
hahaa.
she tap tap on my shoulder.

okies..went for trg.
weel and min2 were on the same train.
walk walk.
so sian liddat.
trg was fine.
cudnt get the court.
so alot of ballwork..
after trg shoot for awhile.
haha..bullies debre.

then decided to meet nadia and all.
i feel bad.
coz i realise i didnt get e chance to talk to weel and min2 and deb.
:/
sorry guys....
mon k?

anyhoo..victorian met me at mrt.
went to far east.
the taman ros izit? haha..
yah..
they were all eating.
drank coke.
tt explains y im still up despite havin trg yest and just now.
hahaa..

then head home ard 915 liddat.
reached at 1030?
yahh..
just ate.yummy..
hee..

fated..not fated..

11:30:00 PM
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freaky.
my comp sorta like started working on its own.
hahaa..

okies..so today..today..
went for almost all the lessons?
did i?
haha..cant remember..
but i was like practically putting up a brave front.
coz i noe i'll just start crying.
still emo.
dunno wad'll happen on mon lah.

haha..we were almost late..
ALMOST.
reach on time..
like seriously on time.
if we didnt run tt stretch up the hill
we wud be late.
hahaa.
it's like every sec counts.

AMALINA IS EVIL.
hahahaha..
she took eeyore away from me.
and i so thot i lost it.
made me worry and got all sad thruout the whole day.
she returned it only like end of sch.
meano.
hahx..
i cudnt believe i'd lose eeyore for the 2nd time lah.
sheesh.
nvm..nvm..

after sch.
went to accompany AM for awhile.
then head home.
supposed to watch white noise with syahril.
but tt person tired to go out.
and yada yada.
went for bdiv match instead.
they won.
so close sia..
got into semis.
yep..nxt match against dunman.
on mon.
hope we'll have mood to go down and watch.

then when for nike.
took mdm lee's car.
ate at the foodcourt.
sorta.
trg was fine.
yeah..
sportskaki.. ((:
cant wait.
nike swift.
i like my hair today.
shall master the skills of tying up hair.
vivien shall be my mentor.
hahaa.

took cab home.
tired.
*yawns*
ahaa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA!

12:19:00 AM
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

nyaha.. *evil smile*
i realise today i only went for one lesson.
econs.. *wahh...*
hahahaa...yep..ttz like 1st period.
then lit was cancelled coz vetri nvr come.
then break..
lazy go hist.
break..
played badminton durg the TL period.
then skipped ML.
then haha..yeahh..
they played sahibah in ML anyways..

so whole day was in gym.
played a few rounds of badminton.
then floorball with annas.
hahaaa..fun. (:
hafiz was sleeping(as usual)
hahaa..but he came join us.
so there were like 6 of us.
fellow victorian syahril, syida, hafiz, am and annas.
whee.

i wanna do it again...sighx.
last few days of life in MI..
syahril bullied me..
i bullied hafiz..
but kena bully back.
hahx..

doomsday on mon.

ard 230++ went TP..
cpf building zit?
yah..got my singpass.
heh..so fast..
then we were all like dunno where to go.

walked ard aimlessly..
then stopped. gathered in a circle. crap.
walked again. stopped. formed a circle. crap.
it went on for awhile.
hahaa..then decided go banquet.
hafiz left for his fren's house.
left 5 of us.
ate.
went home.
took 28.
syahril heavy!
hahahahaa..

annas went tpjc for squash friendly.

im still so happy for syida.
hahaa.. ((:
sweet.....

sighx..confessions..confessions...

7:07:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

yummy..yummy.. *rubs belly*
hahaa..brownies a success.. (:
heh..dunno if nice anot lah..but to me aint bad.
a lil soft coz i put extra egg.
oh well..exploring the ingredients..

whee..today in sch..so damn emo.
durg break were with w'fac ah.
then like..all were listening to ahgong's ipod.
all singing same song..so sweet liddat.
i was telling syida im gonna miss em..
it's just so nice to b ard em..
then ah mah said sth like.. "so nice..see my triplets grow up aredi.."
then syida started tearing..
aaaaahhhhh....
then i started tearing too..
so goddamn emo.
then sometime after tt..julie dada started tearing too.
sighx..gonna miss em so much....

then htp was in audi.
me and syida stuck sitting alone at the back row.
then they played the ronan keating song 'i hope u dance'..
meaningful ahh..
me and syida started crying once again.
hahaa..then we laughed.
coz like so paiseh..
only 2 of us down there hugging away..crying.
dotx.

then.....
*smiles*
guess wad?i gots eeyore back!
heh..it was with hafiz all along...
thanx for returning it.. (:
it made my day..
after so much tearing and sobbing..
ahakz..hafiz kept hafiz.

so sweet...

then me and syida didnt feel like gg tpjc.
so we stoned outside gym..
more hugging..
syahril and hafiz came sat with us while waiting for i dunno wad.
then left with em.
took 28..
fell asleep in the bus.
i drooled!! hahaaa..*paiseh*
went cpf building.
queue was freaking long lah.
decided go TP tmr instead.
went cool down at macs.
then went home.

tmr playing badminton?yeahh..
shux. $10 for walkathon thingy.

results on mon..4 more days.
nervous..sighx.
i want VEE.. *looks at fellow victorian* (:

9:49:00 PM
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boo. having hist now..yeah..in comp lab again.
hilarious.
coz we're having hist test now.
essay..die lah.
haha..but like mr lam is in front dunno dng wad.
so here i am..sufing the web on "French Revolution"
hahaaa..but like ok lah..
i only have like a half pg essay.
sighx..i swear i dunno wadz this abt.

today late..
haha..but me and syida sorta hide in toilet.
hafiz was late too.
then like we went back to class.
mrs kee actually believed tt we said syida had diarhea.
and tt i was accompanying her.
sighx..
so guilty..
she's nice.
and here we are taking advantage.
dots.
no comments.

vetri booked the rm.
shux..gtg.

8:59:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

boo. haish..noe wad? i lost eeyore..aka "hafiz".. ahakz.
*sobs* so sad kays..left it with annas when i went for PE.
then after PE like so happy lah want my eeyore back..
then annas was giving me the "shit-i-think-i-lost-ur-eeyore" look.
:/

now no "hafiz" to cheer me up lah..no dancing "hafiz"..sighs.
aha..dun ask me why it's named after him. but nvm..
my eeyore..... :(

today spent my last 3 periods or sth playing badminton with syahril and frens.
heh. we had blue palms after tt. sorry...
oh yeah! during PE played floorball.. ultra fun..miss hockey..but floorball aint bad either. (:
scored a few..tyco tho..haha..but yea.. all enthu la.

tmr all the double periods..

after sch..met wl at pp..heh.. ate at banquet and guess who i saw?
mr azlan. with family. so cute.
ate then on the way home..daddee called.
she hopped on the bus.
then went to ntuc find chocs..
me bought the hersheys' brownie mix.
thot of baking today..hahaa..
lazy and sleepy..later burnt.
so think i'll bake tmr.. (:

oh gosh... 3 more days?? :/ *shudders* so nervous can.

9:12:00 PM
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Monday, February 21, 2005

sighx..
the worse situation to be in is sitting beside the person u love and knowing u cant have him/her.

ive got an avril song which ive been singing like almost everyday coz it's true...

(chorus)
i don't wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i don't wanna talk about it
i don't want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of you
i don't wanna talk about it
coz im in love with you...

i sang and did the exact same thing today.. sighx.

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weel bought me a smarties tubey thingy with collapsible eeyore..
hee..but in class the smarties dropped out.. :/
so sad..no more smarties.. left with the dancing eeyore..
*sobs*

congrats to bdiv.. ((: play well for the 2nd round ya..jiayou.

9:14:00 PM
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listening to avril now.. the songs all like so meaningful liddat..sigh.

anyway, shall update briefly wad i did last wk..(sorta)
fri: had bbq at ecp.. ali organised. went like ard 9+.
came back ard 1230am. heh.

sat: woke up ard 10+..my fellow victorian msged me say wanna go back to pit.
so met him ard 1? yea..and hmm..am, annas and ali.. (eh..all A) haha..yeah.
they were swimming or sth. then we sat. talked. ate. went off..i went off to nike.
wasnt so bad..think i was in a no mood to train..so i vent my anger durg the warmup.
then like i didnt get tired lah..was thinking too much i guess.
came back pretty early..reached tamp ard 9..then missed my bus ah. purposely one. dowan go home so early..haha..then..met zeya..haha..like fated liddat la..he walked me to my blk.. (:

sun: met wl ard noon..like almost 3pm ah..then went to lido..watched "hide and seek".. pretty gd.. (: alot of suspense..sheeshness. hahx. oh yeah..b4 tt saw hafiz.. *smiles* hahaa..

mon: which is today. went to sch..so sian.. i didnt wanna go sch coz of some person who's freaking me out.. :x but like i wanna see wfac, my mates, my smile candy, my eye candy.. hahaaa..yeah.. all abt frens now.. results like soon lah.. shux. scared!! :/ gonna miss everyone in MI ah... like seriously.. sigh. im gonna miss looking forward to seeing someone who always makes my day.
anyhoo..after sch..went to ali's house watch the scary movie 3.. hafiz fell asleep. annas was like laughing so loudly.haha.. we ate pizza.. yea..nice lah. the nenek is sho cool. haha..speaking sia. ((:

dunno wad else to say. heh..

8:57:00 PM
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

in comp lab now..having hist..
whee.. ((:
almost wanna pon and go TP open house.
but sandra came down and told us there were only 4 ppl in class.
hahaa..so being gd girls.. yeah..we went.

this comp is bloody slow lah.

anyhoo..i think now everyday i have a reason to go to sch. *smiles*
hehx..
almost crashed vj today.
but syahril wanted to crash like later..
then i dunno y decided to just go sch lor..
so yeahhh..whole day damn sleepy lah.
yest night nike trg was ok..but i did bad.

today everyone no mood once again.
every lesson must decide if we wanna go for the lesson or skip.
hahx... the green sisters unite.

mrs vetri pissing ppl off. hahx.
so feel like skipping after this lorh..
no mood to study at all.. sigh.

anyway.. wrote a poem yest.
haha..can choose to believe if it's true or not..
but i just suddenly had some inspiration.
tho i think it's pretty funny. hahaa.

MOMENTS AGO (ON 16TH FEBRUARY)

my eyes scanning
my heart thumping
i await.

saw you approaching
my heart skipped
i turn away.

you came up to me, we talked
i pretend,
you went.

from where im seated, i see you
i think i might, i think i am
falling for you...

bell rang..cya all.

11:01:00 AM
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Monday, February 14, 2005

happy valentine's-cum-friendship day ppl!!

hear my confessions.

so the whole day we were selling the stuffs.. was pretty fun..coz didnt study whole day lah..ttz y.. hehx..got some ups and down moments...

but at the end of the day..i think im pretty much content with wad i have now..yeahh.. ((:

lotsa things happened..i needed to let it out..and i did.. [to those who made me feel better..thank you..] and i felt better after tt.. altho i was still waiting for some response..it pays to be patient and wait..coz i got mine. and suddenly this one big heavy lump of weight is lifted off my chest.. feels like literally.. im smiling now. coz now i realise im not losing either..i still have the friendship of both.. (:

guys in my sch are sweet. hahaa..dedications to the girls are damn sweet lorh..and the songs just make u melt..love is in the air. hee. and i still wonder...

anyhoo..thanx guys for the sweet sweet stuffs.. ((: smses..flowers..chocs..lollies..gifts... etc.

sigh..vday isnt the same without the 8 ard..miss our own private breathing space in sch where we give out gifts and do our shoutouts...oh well..V111 will remain in my heart forever sealed.. *hugs ya all*

ryo hearts all. thanks for everything...

10:34:00 PM
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Friday, February 11, 2005

okies..and im thinking.. am i flirting? *looks at fana and wl* hahaa.. *imagines vigorous nods from both* ahakz....
ok..i just think im really in an unsure state right now..coz like... apparently the moron-cum-jerk *looks at daddy again* is not responding right.. hahaa..then like i dunno..
i wont be expecting anything special on vday..nor am i giving away anything special in particular to him or my candies? ahahaha... (gosh..flirting again)
oh wells... let's just see wad happens on mon.. meanwhile, im not in any state to not flirt at all.. hahaa...so let's start flirting...!

aha..i sound like some bimbo or rather some bitchy idiot.. ahakz.. nvm...
think i shall just be a nice lady with some morals. hahaa.. *rolls eyes* hahaha... okies..stop crapping now.. i shall go buy a can of coke and start polishing my ring. tc all..

6:54:00 PM
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boo..hee..okies.. interesting day today.. *smiles* met wl like so early in the morn. hah..ok..not so early..but at 9..then was suppose to head down to ecp. coz like vj having x-country..so like we wanna meet fana there.. then! we were walking past vj when suddenly we heard cheering coming from the hall..lol.. we stopped and stoned.. coz apparently, they're back from running and all.. haha..so we stoned outside vj for awhile.. dumb..dumb.. msged fana and yadayada decided meet her at pp..so we went... rotted for a few hrs till she came..rot somemore.. then head down to tamp..then met qw and min2.. then went to "spy" on lx and dex.. heheh.. (: cute lah those 2..

then walked ard find food..then at 250..went in..constantine was like horror movie.. lol.. but it was gd! yeahh..i recommend.. (: tho i dun really understand wad they were talking abt, i think the whole show wasnt so bad..i give 3-half popcorns... heee.

oh yeah..at this pt..my hp dieded on me..sigh.

then!!! *grin* we were walking out of the cinema..when fana spotted HIM! aha... ((: so fated.. *smiles at daddy* heee.. was red for awhile.. they say he saw me..but i didnt think he was looking lorh..mebbe he saw THEM but not me..so didnt say hi.. *sobs* nvm..saw him can liao.. hahaa...then saw AM and ANNAS.. aiyorh those 2 arh.... tsktsk. no comments. hehee.. thot i lost him..but i didnt.. haha..nice view..but i scared i made it so obv.. haish.

stupid fone go and die on me lah.

then walk ard with lx to find vday present for her sexy dex.. lol.. (according to fana) yeahh. cuteness..cant stand those 2.. i swear u guys make a cute couple.. *winks at lx*

okies..so despite the whole kecoh thing..fana got me thinkin abt wad i really feel lorh.. like..he's definitely not responding..so like i dunno wad to do...hahaa.. sucha moron-cum-jerk.. *looks at daddy* hahaa...i think ttz funny..coz im not exactly criticising him in a way..but hahaa..nvm.. i oso dunno wad nonsense im crapping here.. haish..

6:31:00 PM
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

chocolate and more chocolate.. one after another.. yummy yum yum.. hee...im drowning myself in chocolate.. *munch*munch* whees.... hahahaa...im mad..im bored.. haish... shut down the comp..after like not even an hr..switched it back on.. haish..i wanna go out..but like it's already past 6pm..so like if i go out, i'll hafta be home like so soon. haha... yeahh.. i shud have followed bro out.. dumb. haish..

complain..complain..complain.. hahx. sis and dad went cycling..i dun wanna cycle.. i wanna go out..! i wanna hang....... dots dots..

let's talk abt my love life. haha..like i have one..ok..how abt my "crush" life..coz like i dun love the person..but like i have a crush on tt person..haha..so it's not love life..ok? hee..okie..lemme see..nt much to talk abt really.. hah... lame-o. i dun have a date on vday.. is tt sad or wad? hahaaa..not! okies..let's take it as a frenship day..yepyep..so wanna bring me out anyone? haha..any FRIENDS? lol..im super hyper. but im sian... at the same time. *no comments*

wanna go shop shop real soon for vday stuffs.. (: ooooOOooohhhh..so cant wait for the business thingy.. i wonder how's our stall..haha.. like no news.. shitty.. shall msg christian later ons.

mummy aidah nor syida msg me... they nvr say if they were baking today.. *sobs*

haish..yah lah..yah lah..just because ive got a new layout..must update like every sec or sth..haha..i cant help it lah...dun mind me.

ooh...selamat tahun baru to all the muslim peeps.

to the eight: i love you guys! cant wait for visiting.

to wfac: 2 more wks..... :/ must keep in touch.

im kinda missing someone... i dunno....

6:07:00 PM
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whoots.. okies.. new layout.. haha..im into black and white now.. soOoo.. yah..kinda like it.. (: heh..yellow still rox tho.. hahaa...

damn bored man.. bro was "cryin" for help just now.. he wanted me accompany him out. lol.. due to some prob with some girl.. ahakz.. but in the end he went out alone.. ahhaa.. oh wells.. gdluck to him.. *evil grin* hohOhO....

wanna go out!!!! someone!! just gimme a buzz and ask me out now!!!!!!!!...

weel..where are yOu?? O.o

3:56:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

im startin to accept the state of my hair.. hehee..

today went picnic! whee...at pr. yeah. flew the kite..so scary.
first time...
it went very very high...then i wanted to bring it back down..
took soOooo long.
and i finally did it...like pro sia.
hahaa...then dad was saying he didnt noe i cud make it.
hah..dun underestimate mE!

then played taiti(sp?)
haha...urm..this one not pro..
i lost like all the games lorh...
straight ALL..
lol..okies..mebbe the last game i didnt..
i didnt win..but not lose.. geddit?
coz me, dad and bro played..
dad won..and btwn me and bro, i won.
yeahh..hahaa..

whole day at the beach.
yep..
ate quite alot of junk today..heh..
melted cookies and cream ice cream is yummy!
hurhur..

vday..vday..vday...
ehh..suppose to go mummy aidah's house tmr or sth?
they nvr say.. :x
hmpf..
nvm..

3 more days... :/ my BF.... .... ....

10:54:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

omy goodness..

*phew*wipes sweat*

my comp went berserk while i was trying to publish my prev post.
it sorta hanged.
so i kept clicking on the 'publish post' thingy..
and guess wad?
when finally it got back working..
i had like abt almost a hundred of the same entry..!
hahaa...was mad.
so i spent the last hr deleting em one by one..
finally!!!

i shall make sure i dun EVER click on tt bloody thing a million times.

6:27:00 PM
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hie! haha..okies..update abt today..
see im home early..so sian lah..

kk..in the morn i waited and missed a few buses.
haha..but nvm..so not fated to pass the letter..
anyhoo..went to school..yay! first time assembly outside.
but very paiseh..
coz we were like late..then running running..
then the ppl turned and like stare at us and all..
haha.. *blush*
according to sandra, syida ran elegantly?
like those baywatch type..lol.

okies..celebrations start..
we got crazy.
man i swear MI is dead.
but we got the party started..
i think B10 is pretty sporting lah..
and some other mad girls..
yeah..
first item was the kuda kepang thing.

oh..this i must write..
yazid is lame.
haha..early in the morn ask for fried chicken
hahahahaha.....

and hafiz was dying down there. lol.

ok..ok..then somemore nice dance and all.
THEN! the hotties!!!
hahahahhahaha.... mr heikal and the guys in black.
woohooo..
hehehehee..eyecandy was on guitar!
damn cool lah..
they played the "labamba.."?
haha..love the song..
very nice...then we started dancing..
yeah..
then the TRAIN!
TK tradition... (:
just gone bonkers..havent had much craziness since orientation.

then akbar!!
hehee...sho cool..
love the dance man..
i was like shiok sendiri...hahaha.
hey..cant help it right.

then blah blah...
encore!!!!!
hahaha..the band..
sho cool lah...
i want the song again..
mr heikal can really sing..
and according to him..
he's a part time pe teacher, full time singer.
haha..damn cute.
ili shud have been there..
we just went really really mad.
skank!
hehee..then after the song..
this ex-tkgian approached us and hugged us..
and she said..

"thanks for bringing back memories i had in TK.."

i was damn touched..... ...

so sad..i mean..can see she really miss TK alot..
i guess TK can never leave us no matter wad..
we have been brought up the TKGS way.
and it can never be separated from us.
i noe ppl might think like "so what TK..everything TK.."
but really.... :/

okies..so yeahh..after school..we met akbar.
the wfac..
we came in a circle..GROUP HUG!
miss wfac leh..coz been skipping sch..
heh.
then one...two..three...
WFAC!!
heh..coolios. another family in MI.

went back TK! (: met the 7-1.
haha..so sad deb cant make it.
but nvm..we went see mdm lee..
then we went to the netball court....
centre circle.
our cheer!!!
miss doing it man...
whee..

"we got spirit
we got might
come on TK
fight.fight.fight.fight.fight.fight.fight!
(1..2..3..) HAA!!"

hahahhaah...wheeess.. miss TK..miss the 8..miss everything.
went to eat at kallang macs..
was stoning most of the time.
but nvm..having one another there is enuff..
dun need words.. (:

went TM..and back home.
tmr no sch..thurs no sch..fri no sch..
gg watch CONSTANTINE on fri..
visiting on sat..
last min shoppin on sun.
yep..

my BF leaving this sat!!! im gonna miss her..
*im gonna miss u weel..*
*sings* "how do i live without you....i want to know.."

haha..madness..
kk..tc all..

5:10:00 PM
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Monday, February 07, 2005

6.20am-at the bustop

heh..crashed vj again!! whees...hehe..with syahril.. yep..he's like another "victorian".. and according to him..im his partner in crime. lol.. yeahh..so like whole day in vj lah..till 12.40pm..we were kinda rotting away..but oh wells..as crashers, cant do much.. hmm..HE was busy..so yeahh.. didnt see him after sch..but nvm..heh..

just one shitty part of the day..damn the bloody b*tches of vjc..whoots..shant elaborate.

then after sch..went eat at banquet with syahril..fana and lx joined us later..then went to dunman for bdiv match against TKS..yea.. they won..but like the game play wasnt so gd.. ms lee like left right after the game and didnt wanna talk to em.. haiyo.

walked home..walked fizah till my bustop.. (:

6.20pm-back at the bustop

8:35:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

but lemme think abt it one last time..
is it true?
could it be trusted?

i cant let the ppl ard me down..
afterall..
it's just one piece of a bloody news..

hahaa..

let's just be happy..
tt i got the chance to get to know such a person..
and tt in my lifetime..
i was a fren..
and im still gonna be..
no matter wad..
yeahh..
shall just stay the same..

ttz the way it shud be..
shall just have a wonderful friendship day..
coming soon.. (:

dad's bdae on fri..
shux..
dunno wad to get..

and weel..
haha..the "thinking of you.."
u noe who..
but it's anybody who thinks they're "you"..

hee..tc all.

9:08:00 PM
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*sobs*
should i think abt it.....
should i not...
should i think abt it.....
should i not...

aarrrhhh..
daddy told me some news..
and i was crushed for a moment..
sorry...
but cant help it...
almost wanted to cry..
sigh..

not a wonderful february afterall?
i dunno..
it only started..
right?

but the letter in the morn made my day..
sorta..
for the beginning of the day..
till the time daddy broke the news..
*sobs*

9:02:00 PM
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in function rm..
eyecandy some distance away..
lol..
okies..
dng some crap lahh..
skipping lit..
later meet fizah..
mebbe meet fana..
dunno yet..
gonna find ah gong..
okies..
bored..
tc all..

oh yeah! hahaha..gots a letter.. (:
ryo thanks you..
okie..cya guys..

1:26:00 PM
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