Friday, April 30, 2004
every second when i think of you.a raindrop will fall.
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*boo!* heh..ok.actually im not tt hyper lah..but yah.trying to be. sch was normal.we're learning sth very interestin in bio now..haha. today is e all science day..had all 3 sciences. bleargh..hmm..after sch i almost forgot i had oral till i saw fana.heh..den she was rushing me.coz we kinda hafta report early..but she wanna grab sth eat first..but we reported ard 2.30..haha..half hr late. went to mly rm and no one was there except ili who was having her conversation part with cikgu aredi..so i just took e paper and sat down..haha.. wanted to end e thing a.s.a.p..halfway reading the passage ili finished..so i kinda like wasnt prepared for it..but i still went on reading.think tt part sucked..convo part was last yr's qnz..haha..so pretty easy. but tt guai toot told cikgu tt e qnz we did last yr aredi..so she got new qn..haha..clever fana..k.den went down c fizah..she was teaching nurul..den tiara and hidayah ask me teach em amaths.*urgh* i so forgot log..but i like tt chap. tried but i cudnt do it..wani came to e rescue..den fana finished and she helped..so i wasnt dng much..hehx.after tt left for tamp.top up..ate ice cream. haha..in e bus was hilarious.coz i said sth very loud.*oops* kk..yah..after get ice cream..walk2..went window shopping.."it's the t-shirt bra" *sings* haha..tt bloody song stuck in my head..stoopid..den i saw e op slippers.i kinda want it..but dunno where to get e money from.hehz.oh well..den..went home..walked to intchg..saw syaz..den she grab me and showed me diz maid..haha..look like fana! *no offence* but really look like her..wakakaka..*fana's gonna kill me on mon* hehx..
kk..so now im just rotting away..waiting for a reply..but..hmm..think im sleeping late tonite..since tmr no sch..heh..parents' anniversary tmr..can i dun follow? hehz..we gg somewhere. yep.ttz y cant go out. :/ oh well..i shall find sth to do.tc all.cya.
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it's raining thunderstorm here.
10:32:00 PM
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Thursday, April 29, 2004
heyho.. (: hmm..yest didnt talk much huh..today was a normal day.but was sleepy last period.somemore was having hist.heh..haish..die lah..johara giving our names to VP coz we nvr do her work.and my name appeared twice coz i didnt do 2 worksheets.bleargh..oh well..tmr she let us pass up..wonder if tt was just a threat. *shrugs* hmm..then after sch had chem remedial.ended ard 3..den saw em running..sigh. me and wl went to get choc.heh..then we saw noraida..thot she wasnt coming.hmm..then yah..we said hi..she was asking how's us.hehe..den i was like "gettin fat." *holds choc up* hehe.bleargh..sian.
I WANNA GO TRG!! everytime i c em train, i feel like breaking down..my heart just sinks and yah..i feel miserable. :/ -poot- heh. ok..forget tt. den we went meet fana at kfc..she was studyin with rongzhen. den ate a while and walked to e field there..pretty late coz by tt time ard 4 i think..then yah.e only watched the last 3 innings or sth..they won. (: so gg onto finals on mon..i wanna go trg on mon. but i dunno lah..c how first.bleargh..den me and min2 went home.was walkin the bridge then 10 and 31 passed. so waited. 31 came and yeah..krystal, june and farz boarded at sch there. was dng my phy. heh.. den dey all crap.as usual.. (: kinda miss those days. min2 say if tmr we all free then tamp ppl will go "relive" the lunches we had at LJ.yep. (: but not confirmed. hmm..me was like thinking just now. it's like i seriously hafta do some serious studying.coz june was saying she finished 10 chaps of her chem. and im like nowhere. :/ it's really scary..and we got e mt o level schedule.but i forgot c when it is. haha. c wad i mean..sth impt.and i forgot? bleargh. sux lah..i nvr wanted to b sec4.never. i dont want to. haish.
hmm..ok.so bro got his NS form thingy.he's gg SCDF. *eek!* told him "pls dont b like those CD
mats." i wonder y dey nvr put him in army.he was very dedicated to NCC last time. haha..i still rmb last time he came home with one of those shiny stick and starts polishing em.(i dunno wad dey're called). haha..ok..ok.. *sobz* he's gg off 15 JUNE..ttz like soon. so early.i dun want him go. blah. and he's hoping he gets his liscense b4 tt. hehx. gonna miss him man. -poot- ok..shall not talk abt it now. shall go do hwk and prepare my oral speech. yep.shall b guai. heh. cya all.
8:11:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
aargghhhh! stooopid lah..cocked up again..now no mood to update. haish. why must happen NOW?! *im so sorry*
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Monday, April 26, 2004
heyho..just got home..hehe..*smelly* bro was using..then he went bathe..guessing he gg out..yeah.. everyone's gg out..mum and sis gg out also..haish..and im stuck at home.hah..today brot jill to sch coz ziddy wanna borrow..yep..was late for e dance pract.heh..but we did OK..hehe..we got an A..big nice A.. i kinda screwed it up a lil..but yeah..den we had to teach e class..was fun..i held e mike.hehe..yeah..can imagine myself singin on stage one day..LOL.rite..ooh..speaking of singin, shall update abt yest gig. (: hmm..ok..den after sch..wah...tt fana wanted go home str8..take train somemore..sheeshness..so early! siao..but obv we didnt.. (: haish..was so sad..coz they got training..I WANNA GO TRAINING! /: sobz.. sigh.. i really really really really really miss trg so badly..haha..silly me go and cry..bleargh..ok..den was walking outta sch damn slowly..went eat at pp with fana, min2 and deb.den deb went home..3 of us bot stuffs..den took bus home..was crowded..was surprised jill survived..heh. yah..den reached tamp, fana went home..me and min2 went get ear sticks.get food for her sis..and went home..haish..was pretty much stoning away..blah..
oh yesh..yesterday..went out with tt bdae girl..went paradigm..watched bro perform..nice nice.. (: haha.. but i paiseh-ated myself coz i cried..yes..CRY AT A GIG? haha..coz k..e prev time bro performed.. he got sing one of his songs which i erm..named?yeah..gave it a title.."the kid"..den after tt performance, i was like jokingly said.."eh..nvr mention my name..i gave ur song a title noe.." hehe..
k..den yesh..yest.. (: i really didnt expect him to take wad i said LAST YR so seriously..heh..he remembered and ttz real sweet..he even like told e crowd wad happened..k..here's part of wad i could rmb:
"alrite..nxt song we're gonna perform is one of our originals..i composed this song ard last yr..i was like on my bed lah..writing..then cant think of wad title to give..so i went out to get a drink for a while..and my sister..*points to me* rury..she came into my room and starts scribbling something down..i came into e room and was like..wadahell are u dng?my song leh..den she said oh..sorry sorry..and went out of e room.. den i saw wad she wrote.."the kid".. i was like..hmm..not bad..the kid.. (: so yeah..here's the song.. the kid."
*whee* i was very touched..heh..yah..started crying.. (: it was a gd feeling..den almost ending e song, bro turned to me and said "thank you".. tt made me cry even more..haish..gosh..i love my bro. (:
haha..ok..den after they finished 10 songs..i went hug him..den he was like saying.."c..this time i remembered.." hehe..yeah..den we went ps..bot cookies...gosh..ate 4 big chewy cookies..yeah..den went home..was pretty drained..so only did half of mly compo..
alrite..tts basically wad happened yest..hmm..me shall go bathe now..and do hwk and study or sth.. (: cya all..*hugs* (i still miss trg)
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"im just another super kid singin songs of love will make me bleed.."
4:41:00 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004
no mood now..dun feel like gg online. tmr listening. haish. *wonders y im feeling diz way now* hmm.. after listening gonna go for a run. yeah. vent wadever im feeling now out. probably.
10:01:00 PM
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
boo..hmm..just bathed.heh..*smells nice* watched tv first.haha..aitz..update abt today.sch was fine..let's dun talk abt e ca..do-able but.*shrugs* hmm..morn..deb brot e terrapin 2 sch.coz they giving rongzhen for her bdae.yeah..it's called B3 coz from e two bananas.ahakz..was so cute..damn hyper and active man. :) too bad not mine..i dun mind a terrapin now..mebbe shall consider it ah.ahakz..k..blah.blah. last period i cudnt wait for sch to end.was gettin really tired aredi.i took a few min nap b4 startin on e work mr yip gave.haha.. i looked at e clock at e right time.bell rang..*whee* heh..met em at e stairs.played with B3..den ate.den watched e movie in sch."children of heaven." is tt e title?yeah..guessed so.it's abt e shoe thing. like homerun liddat lah.but e iran one.watched b4..still nice..den after e show we had to do a reflections thing..wrote some crap..related to us.(netballers) heh..den ms lau told us abt e movie tts playin tmr..a chinese one.sounds pretty nice..but we gg off for badminton match liao.heh..oh yah.. oral postponed to nxt fri instead.and im e last persom lorh.haish..k..den we went down wanted go home..saw jrs playing street netball..den we felt like playing.so we did..zid was playin guitar..ive no idea wad to play. so i didnt.haish.it's been VERY long since ive played anythin at all..haha.i suck..oh well..played ball..den started to rain..they stopped but we continued..but ms tan called us in..was pretty wet..den jod wanna go pp..so we went.min2 went home alone.so left me, deb, jod and wl.walked ard.jod was looking for her sis bdae present.and me..i was too..heh..i really dunno wad to get leh..*thinks real hard* hmm..shall crack my brain again soon..ahakz..den was almost 6 aredi..wanted to catch my 7pm chi show.ahakz..so yah.. me and jod went home.dey got trg..yeah..e bus was soOOoo cold. okie..was in e bus when mum called ask me buy newpaper..told her i didnt had any cash wimme.haha..im serious..only had 15cents. lol..she got a shock.. *winks* shall dig out cash for tmr.
hmm.dun feel like gg online..today feel like being alone.i dunno..i need to talk to someone but i wanna b alone at e same time..haha..sounds weird i noe.hmm..mebbe i shall go in for a few min or so..c who's in. den yah..off me go.toodles.
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*note to bdiv netballers =
US : pls try clear ur stuffs from e locker a.s.a.p. jrs need it. thanx. (:
8:27:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
FINALLY! after sooOOooOOooOOoOOoo loooOOooOng..the comp's back to normal again..! it's alive! haha.. so much to say..haish..more than a week nvr update..sian lorh..mebbe tmr shall start e crap..tmr got bio ca.. sorry for e inconvenience to those who read my blog..haha..think u guys are sick of reading the same thing over again..lol..now got sth new..heh..shall go now..tc all..love e comp.heh.
11:05:00 PM
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
heyho..glad to be home..was stuck at e haflah thing..haish..today ca was crap i think..i dunno wadz gg on in ss.haish..it's like..*blur* i just tried my best to infer and explain..den chem was er..ok?but im not sure if can pass..well..at least for once i know sth.heh..okies..
den went to eat breaky.passed by knc..dey had games gg on. a div and c div. saw pamela..haha.dey all so mean..tsktsk..went mac.saw mr zaini and mr yeo. ate..den those 2 came to us b4 leaving..mr yeo saw my hp den he started snapping picts of his hair at his hand there..like..eww.sick man.
ok..den went home..reached ard 12+..den got ready and went out ard 1.. to kembangan..den tt nadz came a wee bit late..den me and her got separated coz bus not enuf space.but we came down togeda when we reached..helped out with stuffs there..blah..blah..was just crapping ard with diyanah,nadz and nazimah.heh..oh well..den time to serve food and drinks..haha..den nadz kept gg to e back at e washing place there coz happen to b diz cute guy washing e plates and stuff..lol.*ahem* oh well..den me and nadz went e house to pray..toopid girl..den we missed e food.haish..coz bus came at 6 and we came down ard 6..yah.
den dad fetched me and sis at kembangan..yeah..tmr gg sentosa..hope bro goes..den he can show me his usual spot at e pahlawan beach there.. (: sentosa reminds me of e ppl2 june last yr..e skinheads..e scary mansion that they brot us to.and blah..blah..
oh well..shall be logging on into e e-learning thing tonite.cya all.
9:06:00 PM
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
game with RV was a great one.we fought real hard.we won but not enuff..it's alrite..last game ever.togeda..cherish it forever. (: gd job.
well..we didnt make it..but nvm..we needed 14..e score was 32-25..hmm..after game we sat one corner at court 3..i started breaking down when noraida said "alrite..tts it.gd game.." den we all stoned..den fana decided to say our cheer.."united we stand. divided we fall. togeda-geda. forever-ever. wadever-ever." everyone started crying..man..it's like our last time..im gonna miss em loads.haish..our team damn blardy emotional. but ttz wad makes us a special team. (: den..everyone felt a lil better..so we started playing ard..i started singin team song but dey say later make em cry even more..but we did sang..in btwn sobz..yeah..*hugs everyone*k..den dunno y dey started spraying..i got all wet..sheesh..stoopid..haha..oh..den we started playing e 3-legged race..fun..haha..but we were embarrassing ourselves..me and qw make a gd team! yeah.hee..okie..den went to change. we were like.."ok..let's go crap at kfc." heh..yeah..n we did..actually only alexis did e talking..ate and started making prank calls..haha..damn funny.. (: den we left like ard 8.45..reached home ard 10..den yah..here i am..
kinda still feel like crying.haish..but nvm..it's never e end..and we never gonna say goodbye.coz it's a "see u next time."
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seabiscuit says hi.LoL.
10:53:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
boo.hehe.today a wee bit mad.*pause*
okie..paused coz i went toilet.haha.hmm..today..sch was fine..cept tt i dozed off durg hamidah's period.think she may b a bit mad.*shrugs* ok.after sch had e talk with mdm lee in e studio.had to do e wksht thing..find tt a lil weird.but.. hmm..mebbe it might work.she talked abt e game on thurs..dey really have high expectations of us. :/ haish.learnt FOCUS. (: it kinda opened up my mind a lil..hope e others felt it too..man..could b our last game..but we shant let it b just yet.. okie..den after tt we cudnt decide where to eat.so ended up gg kfc kallang.didnt crap much coz alexis wasnt there.den walked towards knc.saw ij ppl trg.wah.first time i hear e coach scream.sheesh.
went home..took 10.my goodness! e bus was so smelly kays.no offence ah but like it came from diz man lah.wl and min started spraying.heh..den was lying on wl shoulder den heard someone said.."eh..den where's rury?" aha. fana n stef boarded e bus.they just came from tuition.yep.haha..their reaction was funny when they smelt it. S: hmm..we 'persevered' thru e whole journey back tamp.fana n min2 went home..so me, wl and stef went eat ice cream.stef treat us.heh. *thanx* ooh..saw adil and co.*urgh*den went follow wl buy ankle guard.den stef wanted go toy'r'us..heh..we went.was lookin at loads of toys.haha.. played elmo chicken dance thing."elmo wanna b a chicken..elmo wanna b a duck..lalalala.." lol..pretty amused. (:
after tt went home..found my chem notes.e sec3 stuff..yeah.i so gotta pass diz chem ca.haish. :/ okie.b dng somemore studying later.yep..tmr self trg at 3..b4 tt got dance thingy..*whee* think e steps are cool.yeah. aits.cya all.
8:34:00 PM
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
heyho.seems like a sappy sunday..with e rain and e clouds.lemme c now..
yesterday
morn had eng ca..was bloody hard.dun understand e passage.aaarh.and was said tt THAT was easiest paper she ever set 4 sec4s..like wada...(-_-") k..den had friendly against ajc and nanyang.wasnt really a gd game..noraida was pretty pissed.haish.nvm tt..went to bathe and str8 to granma's.had to walk so far from e mrt.haish..so tired.was in e train and saw pys funfair.rilla asked me go..den thot mebbe after i eat dinner den i go there for a while..turns out e fair ends at 5..she msged me then..too bad lorh.seems pretty fun.anw..den was practically rotting away.like serious rot..was exploring my hp..played games..and yah.ROT.sheeshness. finally dad say go home.which was like ard almost 9.i was sweating like some mad cow.went home..and str8 to bed.
today
hmm..morn class..had meetin..extended till 2pm..den saw dad at coffeeshop with uncle.they chattin..so i requested to sit in e car while waiting.so long.. finally came.went home..reached ard 2.30+.suppose study out..but i reached home so late..den fizah's mum oso didnt let her go out...so yeah..stuck at home now.4got to watch vasantham central.heh..oh well..shall go do dunno wad..not really in e mood for anythin.so sappy..*shrugs* cya.
4:33:00 PM
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Friday, April 02, 2004
4e8.i love u guys!
haha..had sports day today..fun.met fana in e morn..took bus..met saf,inah n marlia..yah..wasnt really in e mood to run.coz was still tired from e match. haish..mine was e 5th event..so not so bad lah.400m..got 1st! haha.*whee* (: my first individual gold medal.heh..but e run wasnt gd lah..i was scared of e gun. :/ den i slowed down at e 200m curve.mummy almost caught up. heh.k den..rested.felt giddy.jamie gave me sweet to eat..the class was so sweet..hee..went i came back from e run..dey shouted "rury!!4e8 loves u!" haha..yay..
k den had e inter-games relay. *pulls hair* aaahh..i was e bloody last runner.was leading.BUT.suddenly heard yan coming up slowly from bhind..wadahell..she so freaking fast kayz.we were SO close! aaaargh..and nearing finishing line.damn..but she took over at e last sec.by an inch. bleargh.nvm.. but netball got 2nd!!! wooohoooo!! we rock!! haha. guess i lost to a better competitor. (: but tt viv go and rub it in.hah.*meano*
oh well..after tt had mass dance.so fun! haha..me n ameal invited mrs koh.. dance dance..and after every dance me n ameal just started screaming n jumping like mad..wad weird sports capt and asst 4e8 has.LoL..we were just making things OUR way. (: we shouted encore..but ms ann wanted to cont e rest of e events.n yah mrs koh say must go back and sit..heh. so..had e other events..watched e cheerleading..was cool..miss doing the routines man. haish..
hmm..4by4..dey wanted me run..but i cudnt..if not i wun b able to run e 4by1.i had faith in em..jamie was mad!! haha..she practically sprinted the whole round.and we got 3rd! *whee* hehe..so nxt was e 4by1. was scared tt jamie cudnt run anymore coz she has butt cramps.haha..last runner again.yan again.i was scared hist wud repeat.man.but diz time, nobody expected 4e9 to lead..sheena was bloody fast.i sprinted like mad after her..but the last inch or so, she managed to maintain lah.so yeah.we were 2nd! haha.aint bad wad..wah.tt girl ah.still ask us not to run fast when she herself was running like mad.heh.everyone asked wad happened to yan. think she was tired liao..5 events leh.wanna die.but i salute her man..still can make it 3rd.*phew*
k..so end of the events. (: had prize presentation.yep. haha..for e netball one..june dared four of us to when we go up e stand rite, must give diz wave and bow.haha..we didnt wanna do it..den i was last to get on top.den june was like.."do..do.." haha..i was feeling crazy..so i did. heh.so i earned a dollar. (: liddat oso happy. haha.ooh..we asked mdm lee to shout and scream for us when we receiving medals..den she was like i cant scream lah.den when mdm hassan said.."and 2nd is..netball" mdm lee go and shout in my ear..wah lao..gimme a shock..den she said."c..i shout for u guys aredi ah.." (-_-") haiyoh.
ok..den dey announced e individual champs..didnt expect em to announce e 3rd and 2nd individual..haha..den heard my name.3rd. (: and and champ goes to..*drumroll* jamie of 4e8! hahaha..everyone were on top of jamie.. damn we're so proud of her.haha..she brought pancakes along.heh..den dey announced e class champs..*drumroll* 4E8!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhh..!!!! ameal jumped off the railing..i was like trying to get out by gg under e railing.but someone's leg was blocking my head..haha..so paiseh..den i was holdin pancakes somemore.stooopid..but managed to shoo e leg away..jumped down and ran!! *whee!* e whole class came down running..haha..yay..we were screamin non-stop.haha..gosh..such a nice feeling..our last yr together. i feel e connection now. (: i was runnin and screaming holding pancakes..den got diz man taking shots of me and ameal holding e cup..haha..hope it doesnt come out anywhere.LoL. had lotsa class photo..grp photo..den we kept interruptin mdm hassan coz we were doing e 3 cheers for mrs koh. den mrs koh did e three cheers for us. haha. man..i wanna relive e moment.
haish..cant believe it's end of sports day.our last yr having diz as a tkgian. but those will b e best moments in TK i shant forget. (: took photo with putri, yan and jamie.den found e netballers..wanted to take team photo.but ended up papa taking me lying down on the floor.haha.with face paint and all. coz actually we wanted take e four runners tt one..*realised it's all e defenders* haha..cool huh. (: k..den..something happened and it made my day. hee.i was damn bloody happy after tt..and cudnt stop grinning.heh. *aaahh*floats*floats*.. hee..nvm.
went to eat at bk.rilla msged me.hmm..she was at tamp..den i was at bedok. den we went back tamp.she was back at bedok..haha..how sad.not fated ah. haha. oh well..dey actually wanted go blading or kayaking at ecp.buy seems like everyone tired.k..i dunno lah..but i was.heh.oooh! we were leaving bk lah..den got diz bung at e counter wanted make frens with june..haha.she got a shock.haha.den tt bung kept looking..and smiling.LoL. so funny. but obviously june(as usual) just walk away. haha. at first when e person asked if can make frens june was like. "FOR WAD?" haha.so fierce.no lah..she was just shock. (: haha.
ok..ttz abt it.my day.den went back tamp.went get oreos for bro..haha..he's 20 today! my gosh.parents ordering pizza. (: yeah.darn tired.wanted to sleep but just cudnt.tmr got eng ca. dun really noe wad to study.den after tt got frenly agst AJ. (: b seeing juli.. yay.long time nvr talk to her. hehe.. aitz. my entry today like extra long. whee. congrats to fizah for getting individual champ!! haha.so proud of her.
hmm..do we REALLY look alike? *whee* gd evening all. (:
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we are the champions my friend.
and we'll keep on fightin till e end.
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happy 20th birthday bro!
6:10:00 PM
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
sigh.crap day.
lost.bad game.was put C at e last quat.*aaaarghhhh!* i hate it.lousy.
im feeling terrible.horrible.and my joint at e ankle there not helping. S:
stoooopid.only thing i rmb was e mly class.it was fake.but not funny.really. freaked me out for a while.
haish.dunno wad to say.tmr sports day..so not looking forward.ameal want me run 4by4..i cannot!can die liao..haix.oh well.
hmm..shall update abt SD tmr.gdnite all.
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